damn god damn
its always a flash
remember flinch explode god damn
that
one time - zigged
 instead of
left or right or didn't lean over...
or groped when the door was a way to a home i had
or snows fell every year and i wasn't born most of those
and certainly made no angel - even the best man melted dare i
look now sideways
see the green grass where my mammoth's
gone